The past of me which noe how to hate and cried when emo had change, i did't cried when emo n i've learnt to forgive de ppl tat hurt me be4, but wat can i do to release my stress my stress?? Wat will i do if a close friend of mine backstabber, betray n lie to me? I always think tat am i a irresponsible person?? Why can;t i do de things tat i like?? Why must i do de things tat u asked me to do? Why can't i choose de things tat i wanted to do?? Being treated as a chess to do watever ppl wants you to do is so terrible, up sad n stress!! Can't i be selfish abit n let them sad?? Letting them happy by making me sad n hurt i dun think it's worth it..