Today I waste few hr of my time doing nth.. Feel sian as i gt to work today but when i'm working i feel relax n i did't think of any unhappy memory.. Today dun have any mood.. Feel like saying sry to some ppl as i really own them a sry i guess.. If i can choose i would rather be a boy, as i'm not fit to be a girl.. Y can't i be brave n strong like a boy? Why i'm so softhearted? Hais recently there's really alot of things happen but wat to do? nth we can do nor escape de problem.. But we can prevent tat to happen if we are careful..
Life wat is life? full of sad, hate, painful, laughter n others.. But wat a real friend mean? I really dunno if anyone noe please kindly tell me?
Seeing/ hearing sth tat u dun wish to noe is a hurt for urself only.. U can't hide forever as 1 day u gt to face it, so y dun we just face it?
hais will blog till here no mood to continue..

Lots of thing happen now.. feel sian n stress..
Dun wish to bother anything.. Can i be cruel n jst disown them?

Toning ai Josephine hus.. drink wine, watch CD & had alot of fun!!

The past of me which noe how to hate and cried when emo had change, i did't cried when emo n i've learnt to forgive de ppl tat hurt me be4, but wat can i do to release my stress my stress?? Wat will i do if a close friend of mine backstabber, betray n lie to me? I always think tat am i a irresponsible person?? Why can;t i do de things tat i like?? Why must i do de things tat u asked me to do? Why can't i choose de things tat i wanted to do?? Being treated as a chess to do watever ppl wants you to do is so terrible, up sad n stress!! Can't i be selfish abit n let them sad?? Letting them happy by making me sad n hurt i dun think it's worth it..

Is this two type of liquid nice??

today went market wif my grandma.. Busy thinking wat to write 4 my BEG project Script.. Dunno wat to write 4 tat project, i'm goin crazy n all my brain cell have been burning while thinking wat to write in this project.. Hais Goin to start sch in 1 week time.. Wonder if there will have any bad things happen in de 1st day of sch anot?

Out Wif bro, tommy n Aveline..

Go eat Soul Garden wif Josephine on 29 Sept 09

Going to eat Steamboat at bugis..

Aft eaten steamboat at bugis la zhi mei this shop, i return hm wif stomach pain the next day.. 5 days of stomach pain really kill me loh.. Yesterday go find bro wif aveline n tommy, we had our dinner at T1 food court, shop, Play timezone n watch movie together but tommy did't watch movie wif us.. We watch The Ugly Truth.. The show is v funny n nice haha.. Aveline told me that i laugh de loudest in de cinema, But it's really v funny loh.. I keep laughing aveline n Tian Xiang keep ask me to relax n ask y i keep laughing.. Saturday they are goin to ton again but aveline n me hav't decide whether we wan to go anot.. Many thing happen in those days tat make me feel tire.. Ppl says thing happen for a reason, but sometime things happen may not have any reason..