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2010-12-27T13:59:00.000-08:00

After thinking n getting advice from friend i guess i should just let go. Chang tong bu Ru duan tong maybe this is a better choice, just blame me for making this decision Cox i'm just tire.. I'm nt a gd girl tat u wish for sorry to broke ur heart, maybe single is De best thing for me.. Maybe our world is different u dunno wat i really wan..

2010-12-16T15:41:00.000-08:00

i dunno why I'm so angry wif u maybe u say wrong thing ba or u dunno how to make me laugh when I'm angry... just forget it ba I'm too tire to think why n i really dun feel like talking to u.. should i just say bye to u or continue wif this relationship? i'm so confuse, stress n sad... argh...

2010-12-16T15:05:00.000-08:00

2010-12-16T11:56:00.000-08:00

Maybe i just dunno how to let go or should i say i dunno how to forgive a person? Or i can't be friend wif de person tat hurt me de most or de person tat i hate.. hw i wish i can forgive some1 easily but i can't maybe my heart is full of HATE or maybe i dunno hw to forgive,.. ppl learnt by falling down n ppl learn new thing by getting hurt.. Why why is u whu must u be tat person who make me feel so happy n make me sad de next few week? i hate u..

2010-08-22T12:44:00.000-07:00

Something i feel tat being single is de best rather than being in a relationship..
How i wish thing can change.. it's my problem i shouldn't make my friend/ love wan worry bot me.. Sometime i feel like working in tis company make me feel stress n sad sometime, wa is de things tat i really wan i really dunno.. Hais.. things started to change n i dunno wat i should do.. it keep bothering me wat should i do? i wish i can dun bother about it can do my own thing but i can't.. curiosity kills de cat it's de true i'm too curious bou anything.. hais..

2010-04-30T02:16:00.000-07:00

2010-04-30T01:28:00.000-07:00

Sunday 24 April 2010
Went to gym wif brenda in de aftnoon, having KFC be4 going there.. at nite went to outlet n celebrate warren birth n his last day of work.. Some of them drunk, almost all de morning shift ppl is v sad becoz warren is leaving them.. warren is a v gd n helpful guy he's interesting n is different from other guys..

2010-04-20T04:25:00.000-07:00

Picture taken @ the zoo wow!!1

2010-04-20T04:10:00.000-07:00

went to ZOO on my off day wif aveline, jacky, ivy, chen yi n lYE KIAT(hubby) on wed 14 April 2010.. It was a fun n happy day, can say it's couple day!! We gt to see many interesting animal n some performance by de animals.. the fun part was @ de kids play corner..

2010-03-23T19:08:00.000-07:00

Hais there's alot of things happen recently i dunno wat to say or wat to do.. Many things keep happen at my working place, either is friend problem nor comunication problem.. Getting scolded from ur mistake will make u study n learn more, some idiot go lazy some idiot make me get shouted by de supervisor WAT DE HELL!! Always dun feel happy when working, LAW wat's tat? SOME 'MS' PPL WOULD'T REALLY CARE BOT DE RULES N LAW IN DE OUTLET.. Everytime warnning letter WTF like it's so useful.. here cme 1 new girl i dunno wat will happen few days later hais.. sad..
Wanna go GENTING from last year said till now still hav't go sad.. now keep working also gt no time enjoy n go genting sad sad sad!1 sob sob sob=(

2009-11-27T09:30:00.000-08:00

Hais.. exam is cming soon le..
why this world mst have love? it will only make me feel stress and waste my brain cell n think of all those thing.. I hope i can go higher nitec and take a course that i really like.. dun tell me there's no gd guy in this world, if de world left wif all de bad guy than i would rather be single 4ever than goin on wif those bad guy.. Y ppl like to 2- time? Is 2- timer really v fun or they really like 2 person in their 1st sign? Guy jio girls is for F & T/ just for fuck.. Is all de guy in this world is de same? I dun think so maybe there is some gd guy in de world but u hav't met until de person.. Just feel sry for a person even though de person should not deserve de apologise, u make us do tat to u wat u say or do we would't trust u anymore coz it's hard to trust a person again..

2009-11-15T18:34:00.000-08:00

Today my leg v pain aft playing basketball during PE time.. When So angry bot sth, but when POA lesson i gt a shock aft reading a msg from my church leader, as jacquelyn in of our leader her father has just pass away in de morning it was so sudden tat i dunno wat to do, de only thing i can do is to console her.. Hais my mood was totally down when i saw de msg.. I hope she is ok as she dun have any relative, it is a very big attack to her.. Hais Hope God will make her strong..

2009-11-13T09:32:00.000-08:00

Going to talk bot what happen on 12 Nov 2009 IN DE AFTERNOON..
Meeting felicia at marsiling n accompany her go polyclinic to see doctor/ buy MC.. I waited for her super long around 40-45 min like tat.. She told me tat she now taking cab down when i reach 5-10 min later.. i started walking around de area near MARSILING mrt 1 big round while waiting for her..
Whil;e i was walking it started to rain, i walk under de rain wif my earpiece in my ear ignore de rain and keep walking although i can't gt myself in de rain on tat day coz i wa not feeling well but i just didn't bother bot it.. suddenly i feel like crying as my mind flash out all de unhappiness things tat happen in tis month.. it was like WTH.. But great tat i didn't cry out haha..
I keep asking myself this question is all my friend a betrayer n a liar? i was super unsad! i went to a place sitting down and look at de rain thinking all the thing that came into my mind wat kind of friend do i have? is like 65% of my friend are liar, backstabber n betrayer other is either non contact, classmate and my best friend tat will be there when i ned them..

Having a great fun with riken, gougou, jaslyn and aveline haha.. we went to riken hus than downtown having our dinner and other places we had alot of fun hanging around wif them and i feel tat de time pass so fast.. Rong ping meet us in yisun 100plus there de shell petrol there as riken wanted to pump his petrol.. Aft tat we wnet to other place and slack.. It was an unforgettable day for me coz i really had a great fun out wif them haha..

2009-10-31T10:50:00.000-07:00

Today I waste few hr of my time doing nth.. Feel sian as i gt to work today but when i'm working i feel relax n i did't think of any unhappy memory.. Today dun have any mood.. Feel like saying sry to some ppl as i really own them a sry i guess.. If i can choose i would rather be a boy, as i'm not fit to be a girl.. Y can't i be brave n strong like a boy? Why i'm so softhearted? Hais recently there's really alot of things happen but wat to do? nth we can do nor escape de problem.. But we can prevent tat to happen if we are careful..
Life wat is life? full of sad, hate, painful, laughter n others.. But wat a real friend mean? I really dunno if anyone noe please kindly tell me?
Seeing/ hearing sth tat u dun wish to noe is a hurt for urself only.. U can't hide forever as 1 day u gt to face it, so y dun we just face it?
hais will blog till here no mood to continue..

2009-10-25T05:32:00.000-07:00

Lots of thing happen now.. feel sian n stress..
Dun wish to bother anything.. Can i be cruel n jst disown them?

2009-10-10T05:30:00.000-07:00

Toning ai Josephine hus.. drink wine, watch CD & had alot of fun!!

2009-10-10T04:52:00.000-07:00

The past of me which noe how to hate and cried when emo had change, i did't cried when emo n i've learnt to forgive de ppl tat hurt me be4, but wat can i do to release my stress my stress?? Wat will i do if a close friend of mine backstabber, betray n lie to me? I always think tat am i a irresponsible person?? Why can;t i do de things tat i like?? Why must i do de things tat u asked me to do? Why can't i choose de things tat i wanted to do?? Being treated as a chess to do watever ppl wants you to do is so terrible, up sad n stress!! Can't i be selfish abit n let them sad?? Letting them happy by making me sad n hurt i dun think it's worth it..

2009-10-02T03:30:00.000-07:00

Is this two type of liquid nice??

2009-10-02T02:50:00.000-07:00

today went market wif my grandma.. Busy thinking wat to write 4 my BEG project Script.. Dunno wat to write 4 tat project, i'm goin crazy n all my brain cell have been burning while thinking wat to write in this project.. Hais Goin to start sch in 1 week time.. Wonder if there will have any bad things happen in de 1st day of sch anot?

2009-10-01T08:42:00.000-07:00

Out Wif bro, tommy n Aveline..

2009-10-01T08:31:00.000-07:00

Go eat Soul Garden wif Josephine on 29 Sept 09

2009-10-01T08:29:00.000-07:00

2009-10-01T08:18:00.000-07:00

2009-10-01T08:14:00.000-07:00

Going to eat Steamboat at bugis..

2009-10-01T07:39:00.000-07:00

Aft eaten steamboat at bugis la zhi mei this shop, i return hm wif stomach pain the next day.. 5 days of stomach pain really kill me loh.. Yesterday go find bro wif aveline n tommy, we had our dinner at T1 food court, shop, Play timezone n watch movie together but tommy did't watch movie wif us.. We watch The Ugly Truth.. The show is v funny n nice haha.. Aveline told me that i laugh de loudest in de cinema, But it's really v funny loh.. I keep laughing aveline n Tian Xiang keep ask me to relax n ask y i keep laughing.. Saturday they are goin to ton again but aveline n me hav't decide whether we wan to go anot.. Many thing happen in those days tat make me feel tire.. Ppl says thing happen for a reason, but sometime things happen may not have any reason..

2009-09-27T04:56:00.000-07:00

lots of things happen recently.. my friend teach me drink beer.. breda tis type of beer v bitten.. but at least i nv smoke , as i hate de smell so i wouldn't smoke in de future n now.. I'm goin to stay single till i met my Mr. Right haha..
I hope gayson faster go to china or watever country haha..
Gayson if u see this post dun angry ar haha.. i noe u like being gay so i give u this nick name.. it sound v nice rite haha:)
Tat's 4 today haha..
take care all my friends..
ur always my friends even i did't contact much wif ur haha..

2009-09-12T05:51:00.000-07:00

Today went to hougang mall wif my grandma n bro.. Not in a gd mood, dunno why.. just feel sian..

2009-09-11T07:26:00.000-07:00

May i just stay sing;e 4ever n dun fall in love to any guy? So i would't be so tire, sad n emo bot all those things.. 1- sighted love is really hard, if u gt reject u will gt more hurt isn't it? Now Study n work is more important than other things..

2009-08-27T18:51:00.000-07:00

Today i miss a chance but nvm, just abit disappointed but hope i can gt to c him 1 day.. Yesterday i, ave n josephine went to a v horrible place at wanpo there, de ppl to at there look v scary n a bit siao like tat.. As we accompany josephine go wampo blk to interview 4 a job, the manager n his assistant look v strange n funny loh.. That fucking manager is so siao loh.. we told him tat we are accompany josephine than he suddenly told us to sit at his leg, he siao ar?? i was shock till i look at tat fucking manager wif my eyes open v big.. Wat happen after tat i dun wish to say le..

2009-08-27T18:04:00.000-07:00

Oh my cute neighbour jin zhi is going back to Chinatown n stay wif his parents n sibling on october dunno when hais.. So sad i will be missing him. 10 more month n he will be 2 years old le.. my small cute cute.. Hais will be missing him soon, so sad hope can c him again..

2009-08-25T20:33:00.000-07:00

Hais dunno y keep feeling moody n emo this few days.. Dunno wat happen to me, yesterday nite msg father- in- law we msg afew than he nv reply le.. think he is v busy wif his sch work loh.. hais.. I now abit dun feel like study loh i dislike my classmate, hais i dislike some of my sch subject i really feel v stress n angry wif something tat happen recently loh.. WTF who can tell me wat to do.. i feel like relaxing bt can i have de time?? I dun think i have a time to relax n take a break now.. I feel so busy recently, project, work n other personal thing is surrounded by me.. hais..

2009-08-23T20:14:00.000-07:00

Should i give up him n just be friend wif him?? I really dunno wat is he thinking..
hais.. Emo again..

2009-08-15T09:30:00.000-07:00

It has been a long time i did't go to de sea le.. Hoe i wish i can go there 1 more time.. It has been few days tat i nvv see stars in de sky, each time i c de star i will feel happy, but when i did't c a star i will feel sad n ask y there's no star today? Maybe de star is at de other side.. Love i dun think there is 4ever, love hurt n sad.. i feel so stress st n dun feel like study, sch n friend is so stress.. y i can hate ppl so easy?? y i'm softhearted? y my heart is not hard??

2009-08-13T18:46:00.000-07:00

Life is really hard.. Friends has gone/ dun bother u.. Family dun care u, Sch is FUCK n boring..

2009-08-08T05:41:00.000-07:00

today i n aveline ask a few travel agency bot our group trip in December, in the end we found 1 travel agency tat suit us so we decided to take de genting package from tat company.. de training 4 starhub was cancel n tat stupid anson did not imform us, we were so angry n scold him over de phone.. but we also wan to thank him coz we found a suitable agency at there.. Sometime i was thinking tat wat friend n life really mean? life was so hard, n friend is hard to find.. everything has change since sch re-open, everything aound me since to change n i dunno wat to do.. can't he put himself in to my shoes n think 4 me? i feel v stress, y can't they think bot me before they do anything to hurt me? I am always gt hurt y the thing u did, u dunno me well enough coz u keep making n sad n hurt by doin de thing tat i hate u 2 do.. N de ppl around me keep forcing me to do de thing tat i dun like to do.. I really regret to accept ur as my gan mummy & daddy.. i can't disown them as tthey will be v sad but i would be more stress..
BEG has alot of hmwork n project coming out so sian loh.. I dun like all those subject expect POA coz poa is fun haha...

LOOKING FORWARD TO OUR GROUP GENTING ON DECEMBER, YEA GOING TO HAVE FUN SOON!!
WISH ME HAPPY:)

2009-08-04T20:28:00.000-07:00

I'm so upsad to tat who did this to me n aveline.. it has been 1 month since we last met.. the thing tat u said/ promise us, i think u had 4gt.. It break my heart when i c my friend did this to me.. What friend really mean? i dunno but i keep searching for the ans.. Who can ans me? i dunno maybe no one will ans me ba..

2009-07-31T08:53:00.000-07:00

Hais i can't belive tat she can treat it as nth happen n tok 2 us.. I did't reply de things tat she tok to me coz i was still angry wif her.. The thing tat she do i really can't 4give her.. It's v hard 4 me 2 4give n 4gt...
I feel like disown my gan mummy n daddy as i feel like i keep neglect them, i dun wan to feel upsad when i did't visit them 4 more than 2 week.. I was really busy wif my sch work n dun really have time to visit them.. I noe if i make tis decision they will feel v sad.. but i really feel v stress when his son which is my gan kor keep msg me n ask whether i am free 2 go visit mummy all tat.. I really had enough of all those thing n i wish to stop it.. Maybe i ned to let go n think bot it twice whether i should acknowledge them as my gan mummy n daddy anot.. i noe i was too rush to accept them as my gan when his son ask me, i really regret it alot.. But regret can't change de time back, If my decision is v cruel or mean i am really sry..
As this is not de things tat i wan to happen..
I just which 2 have a break for me 2 rest n think carefully..

2009-07-29T00:11:00.000-07:00

I would't 4give wat tat idiot did to me.. nEVER N EVER..

2009-07-24T09:15:00.000-07:00

Today sth bad happen in class.. I'm v angry wif wat tat person do, n i had teach my lesson.. Dun ever trust a person so easy n think twice be4 telling ur friend thing/ secret.. I really wish to noe who is tat Stupid idiot ToTo tat spam HER(classmate) blog.. Although i agree on some sencentance tat de person says, but i am v angry wif her coz of tat person, de prson tat he/she spam think tat ToTo is me.. She even wrote this thing in her blog tat make me angry coz she type my full name LPK n make fun of my name!! This is wat my classmate type in her blog:

To: LPK (ToTo)

DO YOU THINK I WILL GIVE A DAMN TO WHAT YOU HAVE TAGGED? I'M SO SORRY TO SAY NO I WONT' GIVE A DAMN AT ALL! =P
What a disgrace to our class IOJ!
Please improve on your english before you speak/tag or i suggest that you don't talk at all! BECOME A MUTE PERSON? How you know that EUNICE won't appreciate the birthday card i done for her?

To Eunice:
Eunice, please leave a tag if you happen to see this post! Tell me, whether you appreciate the card i did for you! from the bottom of your heart! thanks! This will prove you wrong. [lpk]:)

I SWEAR I WON'T HESITATE IN DOING SUCH THINGS AGAIN! This will be mine last time. If your answer is no

Peoples who have finesse(high class) won't use low class words. oh ya, almost forgotten that you are a slow person. low class word mean
e.g. guai lan, cheebye....(vulgarity)
All these word are refering to yourself in the tagbox? :)

To you I'm not pretty
BUT I'm sure that At least I'm prettier than YOU< And I know that you are Jealous right?:)
If my face look like a pig or pig asshole. hahaha, then your face will be worse than me!=P
SHIT? HAHA! I think worse than that.

I'M SMART, I'M SMART, I'M SMART! why? JEALOUS AGAIN? HAHA:)
I LOVE TO ACT, I LOVE TO ACT,I LOVE TO ACT, WHAT CAN YOU DO?
=P

~~I did'nt know that I'm an expert of making people like you to jealous so much! =P~~Oh, so you went to geylang before and nobody wanted youPoor girl, "I pity you"!Like what you said, you can try to immigrate to African to try your luck there!=P=

OH PLEASE, I'M HAVING A WONDERFUL LIFE ON EARTH.HOW IMPOSSIBLE COULD I BE REGRETTED TO BORN INTO THIS WORLD WHEN I'M ENJOYING MY LIFE SO MUCH. I THINK YOU ARE THE ONE WHO'S REGRETTED TO BE BORN IN THIS WORLD? BECAUSE NOBODY LOVE YOU? For goodness sake, LOVE BY MY FAMILY & ALSO FRIENDS IN SCHOOL!:)

I THINK BECAUSE YOUR FAMILY DON'T LOVE YOU, YOUR FRIENDS DON'T LOVE YOU! YOU'RE NOW JEALOUS AGAIN? HAHA YES. I LOVE STAR! SO? YOU SEE, YOU'RE GOING TO BE JEALOUS AGAIN?
HAHA :) I DIDN'T KNOW THAT SEEING MIRROR CAN KNOW WHETHER STAR
LOVE YOU OR NOT.
YOU WILL VOMIT WHEN YOU SEE ME YOU DON'T EVER WANT TO SEE MY FACE AGAIN? WELL, SO YOU IS AS EASY AS A, B, C! You got nothing better to do right?
Please go and sell your VCD,DVD.
Catch the ball?:)
别人心怎么想眼怎么看话怎么说
BECAUSE I'M JASLYN TOH SIEW LENG.

Well tis is wat a person tat nv think be4 she do/ type anything.. A brainless, Stupid, act big n idiot peson i dunno how she can live in tis world.. Feel so sad 4 tat person..

~~N I PROMIE WHOEVER BETRAY, BACKSTABLE~~

~~N LIE TO ME I'LL NT 4GIVE HER N I WILL~~

~~BREAK FRIENDSHIP WIF TAT PERSON~~

~~COZ I SAID I DUN WISH TO HAVE A~~

~~PRSON TAT HAVE THIS KIND OF~~

~~ATTITUDE, I DUN CARE IF AL~~

~~MY FRIEND LEFT ME, BT I~~

~~HATE DE PERSON WHO~~

~~DO DE THING TAT I~~

~~DUN LIKE TO BE~~

~~FRIEND WITH~~

~~ME ANYMORE..~~

Y my heart still ned to hate ppl, y can't i stop hating ppl? Y must they hurt me again n again? WTF y my world is full of hate but not love? Y my world is full of lonely n emo?? Y de person tat i trust n close to me alwys did de things tat i hate.. Y they must backstable me?? Why Why Why?? I really wish to noe y..

~~Let's end here n have a wonderful nite & sweet dream..~~

~~Whoever tat hurt me i'll remember you, coz i wan 2 c ur~~

~~reputation... By: de girl who have 100% of hate in her heart~~

~~~Xiao Jing ~~~

2009-07-20T02:28:00.000-07:00
Hais my Aveline lao po is sick today.. N de doctor give her 3 days MC so she thur than come back yo sch.. hais sad loh.. those few day in sch will be v boring liao.. later goin to visit aveline abit happy, but sad as she suddenly fall sick.. She ge soft throat n abit fever but hope she will gt well soon ba.. today de POA test i think i will fail.. I gt no confidence in passing POA coz i learn abit only n my brain is v sleeply when doin de paper loh.. Hais she work n many thing hav't do finish.. Alot of thing cming up.. Long time nv c Samuel didi, Gifford didi n Anson didi le.. Think they are still de same.. Abit miss de day working wif them haha.. Wish can gt to c them soon ba.. Sometime i will miss 213 Basketball de member, most of them had change, y can't we be like de same as last time i noe when a neckless has broken into half n u manage to seal it back to normal de cut will still be there no matter wat.. but if u dun ever look at that cut or think of de broken neckless than de neckless will be normal.. Let de past go n start a new life, i really hope ur dun quarrel again as i still like our 213 group.. Jimmy, long shen, wilson, yu hao, yong An, Jeremy, Wei Zhi, Wei Jie, Alvin n de rest of them i miss ur v much!!
Thing tat i dislike my friend to do
i hope they would't do it anymore
if they did again, i will break friendship
no matter wat.. I make my promise to tat.
Dun ever make any empty promise to me again
i hate that, dun ever betray my trust again u stupid
idiot.. end of my talk... take care my friend:)

2009-07-16T18:51:00.000-07:00
today v sian n fan.. hais.. today is rong ping birth goin celebrate wif her n friend.. My kor n his stead goin 4/ 5 month le.. fel happy 4 them..

2009-07-15T04:53:00.001-07:00
Hais today morning quarrel wif my mun so sian.. Raining in de morning still ned to go sch loh.. today i really dislike her loh.. betrayer like to be a betrayer than dun ever be friend wif me.. i hate betrayer, liar n backstable lol u dunno is it??
stupid fuck girl.. tat sbt n cbt like to act infront of us so much act somemore loh.. u think u v cute ar so er xin.. fuck off lah.. no brain wan..
Sian ar so many thing to do hais... long time nv c my jimmy le tat stupid gayson say he die!! but actually is at hm cannot go out only loh.. Bluff me..

2009-07-11T08:16:00.000-07:00
Hais it has been a very long time i did't post anything in my blog le.. Everything has change.. Friends, Family all change.. Some change to worst some change to good.. I dunno whether i have change or still de same? but i hate/ dislike de ppl who change to de worst.. I am really very tire of all those stupid thing le.. I feel like jumping down from a building but i can't i noe if i do tat many ppl will hate me.. But wat can i do? I am not a strong n brace person, i am a weak n stupid person will give up v easy!! Why some of my friend start to sniff glue?? I really wish to noe y n wat happen to them tat they wan to sniff glue?? is sniff glue really tat fun?? WAT THE FUCK.. I feel like slapping them when i c them sniff glue loh.. I will go craxy 1 day if my friend did't stop sniff glue or all of them started to sniff glue.. But i will break friendship wif them if they sniff glue.. I hate ppl who give empty promise !! SO DUN EVER PROMISE ME ANYTHING..

2009-06-17T01:04:00.000-07:00
Today going to work de starhub job.. hais.. althought noe some funny guy at there but i still not v happy after work as i'm v confuse with my heart, i still like him or i like Mr D?? hais or i dun like them i like no 1?? haha.. Y the person i trus keep betray me? y my friend wan to lie to me? y them keep making me hurt than making me happy?? y my friend like to find trouble with each other?? y can't they tok nicely? y they so chee bye, stupid n children?? y they like to settle this n that now is 2009 not 2008 le a new year le leh still so xiao hai xi wah liao..

2009-06-06T21:58:00.000-07:00
it's holiday now.. i hate tat stupid idiot loh.. backstable, lier n betrayer!! hate u ar.. sian loh..
now many thing had hapen.. be de centre person is hard loh.. y must they make do sth tat i dun like de?? or thing tat i hate to do?? both r my friend y they can't be friend nust be enermy?? Sian n tire ar fuck out of my lift.. That stupid idiot fat pig.. so er xin.. pig

2009-05-29T01:53:00.000-07:00
Hais everything is alll the same in sch.. exam is cming now and we only left few day 2 study le i think i'll fail CRN, OSA & OFC ba haha all de subject loh.. hais i dun have confidence on myself

2009-05-06T23:34:00.000-07:00
We break le.. Time & day we break is 01.50am Thursday 7 May 2009.. We really dunno each other well, be friend is more better than stead.. Now i would't go down to marsiling le will go if arron gt go ba coz i really dun feel like going down, i dun wish to see felicia and some of the ppl down there.. Later go down see felicia flirt ppl i'll very er xin and feel like going back.. plus everytime see ur smoke down there and tok something tat i dunno de, feel v extra loh.. if arron gt go down than i go with him as we say wan go down go together, wan go back go together.. As we both also dun feel like going down to marsiling liao.. always go to the same place slack like blk 23 or the basketball if not met at blk 205 than go back to the same place and met de rest of them.. feel v sian loh..

2009-04-28T20:25:00.000-07:00
I was very stress yesterday.. Althought is my stead birth but, wat felicia did to him infront of me make me feel like she is flirting him or wat loh.. She also gt stead leh n y she dun wan go stick wif her stead rather than my stead?? FUCK loh.. I try my best nt to jealous n think of de gd side bt can't she just dun make till like she n my stead v close?? Her stead also at there loh.. can't she go chat wif her stead meh!! I really dun feel like making my stead angry or even quarrel wif him coz of that FUCKING felicia loh.. Wah liao just let me die or watever lah.. She dun act cute infront of my stead can anot she wan act cute go act infront of her stead lah..
NBCCB.. Wah liao coz of that fucking felicia make me use so many vulger.. hais..
I wan disown her ar she not fit ti be my gan lao po now!! DUN FLIRT WIF MY STEAD ASS!!

2009-04-26T18:27:00.000-07:00
Wah i'm v sad n i hate myself.. i lost de keychain tat my ex buy 4 me from malaysia.. It's my Fav loh.. Why i keep lost de thing that he give it to me.. second time leh.. sian.. gt 1 time i almost lost a couple keychain bt luckly i fond it back bt this 2 this that i lost will not find it back again le.. Hais.. Although we break v long ago le bt de thing that he buy 4 me i still keep it as i love it v much.. But y everytime i pt in my phone not more than 2 week will drop wan n i did't even notice it.. how stupid n blur am i?? I am sooo Stupid loh.. ARGH..
Where can i find de same keychain?? I only noe he buy from malaysia.. Sian ar STUPI, STUPID, STUPID!!!

2009-04-20T21:46:00.000-07:00
If i had a wish i'll wish all my friend to be happy, save n will not gt into any problem..
Do u noe hw much i love u?? Please dun let urself gt into any unwanted problem or trouble..
I'll be v sad n hurt de.. Arron de thong i noe u will help de bt try to protect urself i dun wan to lost u or any of my friend tat is invole in tat matter.. I noe u will try ur best to do de promise tat make to me.. I noe it's hard to do de promise bt i noe u will try ur best to do it.. Please dun hide anything from me i'll be more sad when i noe it.. I really hope tat ur will not have anymore problem.. Coz u. felicia, ah tan, monkey, arron, ahjas n gina is my friend i dun wish any of u gt hurt.. I dunno ur will go n find de ppl tat beat arron, bt if ur really wan to go find de person ib would't stop u coz i noe i can't stop u.. So just de same word to u be save.. Take care my dear..

2009-04-15T21:39:00.000-07:00
I stead wif him le.. dunno when it start haha.. it is like a dream loh it happen too sudden.. My hao gan kor kor Wei jie although we have break 4 4month plus le n i take around 4 month to fan xia ni.. u make me sad n hurt so long, i did't bleam u 4 hurting u coz u have give me a v happy memory in those day.. althought we stead 4 3month n 16 days bt i'm v happy wif it really.. i wanted to thank u 4 teaching me wat live is n make me noe wat this world n friend is like.. I'm stupid n hate myself 4 nt listen to u st, bt nw just carry on wif the life.. My life is full of hate from de day brenda hurt me n do all those things to me i hate myself to forgive her n nw i dunno hw to change her attitude..

2009-04-13T21:09:00.000-07:00
Hais if accept him will hurt another person, n dun accept anyone will hurt all of themthan wat should i do?? Love is a feeling tat u dunno when it cme n when it goes.. No one noe wat will happen in de start n end, ppl only can be careful n try nt to have any mistake.. WAT DE HELL I'M DOING??
omg.. hais.. when u choose to accept it so u mst not care bot de other n jst give ur heart to de wan tat u've choose..

2009-04-08T06:05:00.000-07:00

Wow dunno why will take tis pic haha..

2009-04-08T06:01:00.000-07:00

Picture taken when I'm thinking of sth..
taken at our(Felicia n me) room..
just straighten my hair haha.. lol

~Days at Malaysia..~

2009-04-08T05:25:00.000-07:00
1st day we went into de Malaysia as my kor long shen brg me n Felicia went to his hometown at pengawang.. we reach Malaysia than ride bike go to his hus it was so far tat we cycle 4 around 1hr or more abit.. otw to his hus we saw some dead animals lying on de road.. 1st is rat which i think die v long le, than is squirrel de head gone missing loh so er xin, than i think is bird ba than lastly is dog i thought de dog is lying on de road side sleeping but when i went in front of it n c it was dead n there's many blood on de road i think is die not long ago wan loh.. It was so er xin to c those dead animals die on de roadside loh.. We went to de bike shop n repair de bike than went to his hus.. His hus gt many dog loh than keep barking i scare till dun dare to walk in than i walk between them pushing de bike.. His hus gt many flies loh.. N de flies keep bite me hump hate tat stupid flies loh.. i buy hair straighten at rm18 loh.. haha we eat alot of de nice n tasty food tat his dad n him recommend... We went to play basketball at a pri sch indoor basketball court n outdoor court.. we had alot of fun bt shen dun like felicia as when they play match she just stand down there dun wan run make him angry till dun feel like playing liao haha.. searously shen dun like her loh i wander he treat felicia as his friend or not friend loh.. Can see tat he dun really like her loh.. At there de 3rd day nite i start to miss my friend n feel like chating wif them loh bt phone can't use no reception hais.. so sad.. But at there i really learnt alot of thing.. when we ride de bike otw back to yishun we stop at tempiness rest n drink water we than continue our ride to yishun bt we stop at houg kang as my grandma hus is just nearby n i dun feel like riding anymore so we sit down n tok i told them i went to my grandma hus than they go themself i had a small quarrel wif felicia like tat loh i dame angry wif her loh.. WTF stupid loh i n shen play awhile than tok to her her attitude so wat.. Wah liao ask her go knock her head on de wall lah..

2009-04-02T04:16:00.000-07:00
Northland Secondary School.. Class of 4TA.. LAST Memory of Secondary School..

2009-04-02T04:10:00.000-07:00
Does smoking feel good?? i dun think so..
Dislike ppl who smoke..

2009-04-02T03:40:00.000-07:00
we break up le.. but i dun feel sad or wat but just hate myself 4 accepting him in de 1st place..
But we also cannot do anything now.. nth we can do 2 reverse de time back.. Just let it go n many better thing will cme soon.. Tmr i'm going to met Sl n aveline 4 project in de morning bt dunno wat time.. Think they will msg me de time later ba.. Friend problem i hope can faster solve it so can dun care anything n can rest.. Sch starting soon le.. hais i still gt many thing hav't do finish, like my project hais.. Sian ar.. Today my friend keep coring me n i did't pick up as i dun wish to ans cor can't she jst stop coring me 4 few hr i also will be v happy.. hais feel like MIA so no1 will find me or contact me n i'll be v happy.. Feel like going to a seaside can enjoy de breeze,relex, c sunrise or sunset feel so great.. Yeah.. Dun like ppl keep cor my phone till 20over plus like WTH loh..

2009-04-01T08:06:00.000-07:00

Hais there are many thing i wish i dunno bt ppl keep telling me.. I really feel like quitting mac le.. I'm tire n dun wish to bother wat happen in mac n who quarrel wif who le.. I'm going to malaysia soon le.. N i can relex n maybe take this trip to think bot my relationship ba.. I think i will break wif him ba.. i think my feeling to him is jst bro n sis.. Althought i have let go him(wei jie) le but i still dunno my feeling.. i dunno who to choose between Yi lei n Ah yi they are gd bt i dunno my feeling.. Y i ned to choose between them y can't we jst be friend n be happy?? Y mst have relationship?? hais.. Today is not a gd day 4 me.. feel stress n wanted to cry hais.. I WAN A BREAK i ned to rest i'm not a robort!! I'm sick of trying, tired of crying, yet i'm smiling but inside i'm Dying

30 March 18:00pm

2009-03-30T09:36:00.000-07:00
Hais.. i really dunno i have choose the rite choice for accept him anot.. I dunno really noe my feeling and wat am i thinking about.. It's so sad.. Today Mac gt youngster chit chat, aft the chit chat i, brenda, wei zhi, isabel, mei yee, shakila n our restaurant manager Christina went behind the mac n tok as she wan to help breada n isabel, mei yee they all clear their misunderstanding.. I hear all de thing gt many ?? on top of my head although brenda n mei yee gt tell me y they quarrel bt i can't remember some le, n they say de thing some not same than make me blur.. hais.. I'm thinking tat y aft all de quarrel tat she had wif some of her friend n me her character n attitude is still de same.. When we all go i dunno they have clear the misunderstanding all tat le mah, is like y can't she change?? Being de same n nw keep having alot of problem n trouble.. My Mac friend told me nt to be so close wif her as she is just using me as her back up.. but i really dunno, i may not be use by her.. I almost cried out when i tok to my gan lao gong as he cor me aft i left de mac, i'm sick n tire bot all those thing tat happen loh.. And it make me feel like quitting Mac loh.. Hais What should i do i feel tat this month is friend problem day loh.. Alot of problem between my friend than i stand in the middle of them, if not is i n my friend qiuarrel.. Wat the hell is all those thig, n who de hell tat creat all those thing n problem..
I'm really tire n really dun feel like listen to all those quarrel thing le..
JUST LET ME REST CAN??

2009-03-26T05:51:00.000-07:00
Today pei Brenda go shopping as she want to buy bag and earpiece..
chat with yap a rider so funny

24 March 2009

2009-03-26T05:40:00.000-07:00
Today aft watching de ghost movie i SL n Aveline go Far East Plaza shop.. we aft tat went to Singapore River we take alot of pic n had alot of fun loh..
when i reach hm i take de thing tat i;m passing to my friend n went out..
i listen to yes933 de radio n suddenly cried out.. i'm relly stress n dun feel like living in tis world but i did jump down from de buliding.. i told myself to live on as i have many friend n ppl tat care bot me i can't let them sad n feel disappointed.. I dunno who to tok to i msg my gan lao gong he call me i feel lie askinmg to cme n find me bt he's with shi ting, da boi n felicia i dun wan to disturd him chating with them n spoil his mood so i did't ask him to met me.. atf passing thing to my friend i went back hm think of many thing bath n slp.. I really feel v tire hais..
I can nv trust a person so easy again when my friend betray my trust, lie to me and backstab me..

23 March 2009

2009-03-26T05:26:00.000-07:00
Hais 23 March today i went to use com bt blog can't go in so angry loh..
than i chat with SL n Aveline.. As tmr we going out to watch movie.. It's a ghost movie n i met them aft my work at O.C.. I after using com went hm arrange my thing than go met Brenda my friend go mac do work as accompany her, bt i gt brg my project thing n do..
there's many ting tat i wish to stop bt can't.. And she is still de same nv change.. how i wish she can change so there would't be any problem cming out.. I'm really tire of all those things le..
Felicia is my Gan lao po her attitude is like abit same as 1 of my friend loh plus her act is like CHEE BYE lol..
flirt guy all tat, alway say some of my v ps thing infront of my friend n our friend is like FUCK lol.. I keep bare all de thing tat she did or say to me, bt now i really cannot take it liao.. i nw did't met her n sth lie to her tat i'm busy.. Even my gan lao gong n most of my friend dun really like her loh.. And she like to act cute wah she act cute my friend feel like giving her 1 slap loh.. so er xin..
think i'll stop here if not i keep saying till tmr..

2009-03-09T02:11:00.000-07:00
Today was a v funny day i, aveline n siew leng laugh till v mad n happy..
And at the train i n aveline laugh frm 1 station to another, as she say a guy tat wear red shirt is jesscia brother as tat guy gt rabbit teeth.. haha.. So funny loh haha.. Ww tmr mst pass up de BPF project today mst faster finish it loh.. When i n aveline in the train keep saying raining hw 2 go hm? Aveline did't gt v wet as she gt shelther bt i have t cross afew road so i'm the most wet one..

2009-03-09T01:52:00.000-07:00

I dunno i've forget you le mah.. My heart feel pain when i think of he days tat we had be4.. Only can say i miss u when i think of u.. Hw happy it was from the day i met u till the day tat we break!! Did u noe tat when u said break up my heart hurt alot.. How i wish time can travel so we maybe will not break!! But i really thank u a teaching me so many things and bring me to so many places in those 3 month & 16 days.. Your 4ever my kor kor.. Thanks for the happy memory tat u give me..

2009-03-07T22:49:00.000-08:00
I feel like i and my friend is 2 different world ppl.. And i feel tat she really dunno me well.. Y my ex can see i gt some problem from my face expression,bt my friend can't? isit becoz they are different ppl?? i'm v stress.. i feel like going to die sth bt when i think of my friend i did't do tat.. die can't settle de problem bt ot will pass it to my friend n they will say i'm stupid to choose die rather than solving de problem.. y can't i hide my emotional n make my friend think tat i'm ok, fine n happy?? hais..

2009-03-05T16:52:00.000-08:00
Hais Sat n Sun gt work, later c de fucking ppl tat i dun wish to see..
c them jiu no mood to work.. C de way they talk n work like attention Secker loh.. So sian.. Hais Better they nv cme to work or work morning better.. Only noe hw to Act cute n Act chio like they v chio like tat all my friend more chio than them loh.. Chee Bye Like to create Trouble n act ah lian so fucking Xia lan n Attitude So Sucks..
Got backup v big isit KNN!! Dun gt Bang by the car when u cross de road hoh if not i'll laught at u n celebrate ur death!!
Not really wan to curse them bang de car is v FUCKING ANGRY WITH THEM!!

2009-03-05T16:45:00.000-08:00
Yesterday was a stressful day for me.. It was so sian with my friend yesterday.. Watever they told me i dun wish to say bt feel v stress.. Today i n my friend is going to cycle to Upper seletar.. Dunno will went missing anot coz we dun noe how to go.. My friend is like cb loh.. If u cor ppl n ask them hw to go it st will make u blur n also mst c de person noe hw to tell u which side to cycle!! She think she so pro can noe de direction when he say meh? later walk de wrong side n will waste more time loh.. N i'm not going to tell her anything, scare she will D- siao me or tell my Gan lao gong!! So FUCKING angry loh..
Hais..

2009-03-04T20:04:00.000-08:00
Yesterday was a boring day aft sch.. but was mad in de sch coz in LPDX lesson we do acting..
haha it was so funny!!

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2009-03-03T21:19:00.001-08:00
There are many thing happen around.. I'll Remember how u treat me 4 life, how u betray me n all those thing tat u did.. Love, Hate, betray, Trust, happy, sad, Emo and Cry everyone have experience in tat.. 213 Basketball Court
Always remember the day tat we had be4.. ur 4every keep in my memory as a kor now!! Fan xin i would't hurt myself or do watever stupid thing de lah..

I'll Remember ur..
My gan Lao Po,
Gan Lao Gong,
Gan Kor,
Gan Di,
Gan Er Zi,
Gan Nu Er
& My Friends..