Today i miss a chance but nvm, just abit disappointed but hope i can gt to c him 1 day.. Yesterday i, ave n josephine went to a v horrible place at wanpo there, de ppl to at there look v scary n a bit siao like tat.. As we accompany josephine go wampo blk to interview 4 a job, the manager n his assistant look v strange n funny loh.. That fucking manager is so siao loh.. we told him tat we are accompany josephine than he suddenly told us to sit at his leg, he siao ar?? i was shock till i look at tat fucking manager wif my eyes open v big.. Wat happen after tat i dun wish to say le..

Oh my cute neighbour jin zhi is going back to Chinatown n stay wif his parents n sibling on october dunno when hais.. So sad i will be missing him. 10 more month n he will be 2 years old le.. my small cute cute.. Hais will be missing him soon, so sad hope can c him again..

Hais dunno y keep feeling moody n emo this few days.. Dunno wat happen to me, yesterday nite msg father- in- law we msg afew than he nv reply le.. think he is v busy wif his sch work loh.. hais.. I now abit dun feel like study loh i dislike my classmate, hais i dislike some of my sch subject i really feel v stress n angry wif something tat happen recently loh.. WTF who can tell me wat to do.. i feel like relaxing bt can i have de time?? I dun think i have a time to relax n take a break now.. I feel so busy recently, project, work n other personal thing is surrounded by me.. hais..

Should i give up him n just be friend wif him?? I really dunno wat is he thinking..
hais.. Emo again..

It has been a long time i did't go to de sea le.. Hoe i wish i can go there 1 more time.. It has been few days tat i nvv see stars in de sky, each time i c de star i will feel happy, but when i did't c a star i will feel sad n ask y there's no star today? Maybe de star is at de other side.. Love i dun think there is 4ever, love hurt n sad.. i feel so stress st n dun feel like study, sch n friend is so stress.. y i can hate ppl so easy?? y i'm softhearted? y my heart is not hard??

Life is really hard.. Friends has gone/ dun bother u.. Family dun care u, Sch is FUCK n boring..

today i n aveline ask a few travel agency bot our group trip in December, in the end we found 1 travel agency tat suit us so we decided to take de genting package from tat company.. de training 4 starhub was cancel n tat stupid anson did not imform us, we were so angry n scold him over de phone.. but we also wan to thank him coz we found a suitable agency at there.. Sometime i was thinking tat wat friend n life really mean? life was so hard, n friend is hard to find.. everything has change since sch re-open, everything aound me since to change n i dunno wat to do.. can't he put himself in to my shoes n think 4 me? i feel v stress, y can't they think bot me before they do anything to hurt me? I am always gt hurt y the thing u did, u dunno me well enough coz u keep making n sad n hurt by doin de thing tat i hate u 2 do.. N de ppl around me keep forcing me to do de thing tat i dun like to do.. I really regret to accept ur as my gan mummy & daddy.. i can't disown them as tthey will be v sad but i would be more stress..
BEG has alot of hmwork n project coming out so sian loh.. I dun like all those subject expect POA coz poa is fun haha...

LOOKING FORWARD TO OUR GROUP GENTING ON DECEMBER, YEA GOING TO HAVE FUN SOON!!
WISH ME HAPPY:)

I'm so upsad to tat who did this to me n aveline.. it has been 1 month since we last met.. the thing tat u said/ promise us, i think u had 4gt.. It break my heart when i c my friend did this to me.. What friend really mean? i dunno but i keep searching for the ans.. Who can ans me? i dunno maybe no one will ans me ba..