I was very stress yesterday.. Althought is my stead birth but, wat felicia did to him infront of me make me feel like she is flirting him or wat loh.. She also gt stead leh n y she dun wan go stick wif her stead rather than my stead?? FUCK loh.. I try my best nt to jealous n think of de gd side bt can't she just dun make till like she n my stead v close?? Her stead also at there loh.. can't she go chat wif her stead meh!! I really dun feel like making my stead angry or even quarrel wif him coz of that FUCKING felicia loh.. Wah liao just let me die or watever lah.. She dun act cute infront of my stead can anot she wan act cute go act infront of her stead lah..
NBCCB.. Wah liao coz of that fucking felicia make me use so many vulger.. hais..
I wan disown her ar she not fit ti be my gan lao po now!! DUN FLIRT WIF MY STEAD ASS!!

Wah i'm v sad n i hate myself.. i lost de keychain tat my ex buy 4 me from malaysia.. It's my Fav loh.. Why i keep lost de thing that he give it to me.. second time leh.. sian.. gt 1 time i almost lost a couple keychain bt luckly i fond it back bt this 2 this that i lost will not find it back again le.. Hais.. Although we break v long ago le bt de thing that he buy 4 me i still keep it as i love it v much.. But y everytime i pt in my phone not more than 2 week will drop wan n i did't even notice it.. how stupid n blur am i?? I am sooo Stupid loh.. ARGH..
Where can i find de same keychain?? I only noe he buy from malaysia.. Sian ar STUPI, STUPID, STUPID!!!

If i had a wish i'll wish all my friend to be happy, save n will not gt into any problem..
Do u noe hw much i love u?? Please dun let urself gt into any unwanted problem or trouble..
I'll be v sad n hurt de.. Arron de thong i noe u will help de bt try to protect urself i dun wan to lost u or any of my friend tat is invole in tat matter.. I noe u will try ur best to do de promise tat make to me.. I noe it's hard to do de promise bt i noe u will try ur best to do it.. Please dun hide anything from me i'll be more sad when i noe it.. I really hope tat ur will not have anymore problem.. Coz u. felicia, ah tan, monkey, arron, ahjas n gina is my friend i dun wish any of u gt hurt.. I dunno ur will go n find de ppl tat beat arron, bt if ur really wan to go find de person ib would't stop u coz i noe i can't stop u.. So just de same word to u be save.. Take care my dear..

I stead wif him le.. dunno when it start haha.. it is like a dream loh it happen too sudden.. My hao gan kor kor Wei jie although we have break 4 4month plus le n i take around 4 month to fan xia ni.. u make me sad n hurt so long, i did't bleam u 4 hurting u coz u have give me a v happy memory in those day.. althought we stead 4 3month n 16 days bt i'm v happy wif it really.. i wanted to thank u 4 teaching me wat live is n make me noe wat this world n friend is like.. I'm stupid n hate myself 4 nt listen to u st, bt nw just carry on wif the life.. My life is full of hate from de day brenda hurt me n do all those things to me i hate myself to forgive her n nw i dunno hw to change her attitude..

Hais if accept him will hurt another person, n dun accept anyone will hurt all of themthan wat should i do?? Love is a feeling tat u dunno when it cme n when it goes.. No one noe wat will happen in de start n end, ppl only can be careful n try nt to have any mistake.. WAT DE HELL I'M DOING??
omg.. hais.. when u choose to accept it so u mst not care bot de other n jst give ur heart to de wan tat u've choose..

Wow dunno why will take tis pic haha..

Picture taken when I'm thinking of sth..
taken at our(Felicia n me) room..
just straighten my hair haha.. lol

~Days at Malaysia..~

1st day we went into de Malaysia as my kor long shen brg me n Felicia went to his hometown at pengawang.. we reach Malaysia than ride bike go to his hus it was so far tat we cycle 4 around 1hr or more abit.. otw to his hus we saw some dead animals lying on de road.. 1st is rat which i think die v long le, than is squirrel de head gone missing loh so er xin, than i think is bird ba than lastly is dog i thought de dog is lying on de road side sleeping but when i went in front of it n c it was dead n there's many blood on de road i think is die not long ago wan loh.. It was so er xin to c those dead animals die on de roadside loh.. We went to de bike shop n repair de bike than went to his hus.. His hus gt many dog loh than keep barking i scare till dun dare to walk in than i walk between them pushing de bike.. His hus gt many flies loh.. N de flies keep bite me hump hate tat stupid flies loh.. i buy hair straighten at rm18 loh.. haha we eat alot of de nice n tasty food tat his dad n him recommend... We went to play basketball at a pri sch indoor basketball court n outdoor court.. we had alot of fun bt shen dun like felicia as when they play match she just stand down there dun wan run make him angry till dun feel like playing liao haha.. searously shen dun like her loh i wander he treat felicia as his friend or not friend loh.. Can see tat he dun really like her loh.. At there de 3rd day nite i start to miss my friend n feel like chating wif them loh bt phone can't use no reception hais.. so sad.. But at there i really learnt alot of thing.. when we ride de bike otw back to yishun we stop at tempiness rest n drink water we than continue our ride to yishun bt we stop at houg kang as my grandma hus is just nearby n i dun feel like riding anymore so we sit down n tok i told them i went to my grandma hus than they go themself i had a small quarrel wif felicia like tat loh i dame angry wif her loh.. WTF stupid loh i n shen play awhile than tok to her her attitude so wat.. Wah liao ask her go knock her head on de wall lah..

Northland Secondary School.. Class of 4TA.. LAST Memory of Secondary School..

Does smoking feel good?? i dun think so..
Dislike ppl who smoke..

we break up le.. but i dun feel sad or wat but just hate myself 4 accepting him in de 1st place..
But we also cannot do anything now.. nth we can do 2 reverse de time back.. Just let it go n many better thing will cme soon.. Tmr i'm going to met Sl n aveline 4 project in de morning bt dunno wat time.. Think they will msg me de time later ba.. Friend problem i hope can faster solve it so can dun care anything n can rest.. Sch starting soon le.. hais i still gt many thing hav't do finish, like my project hais.. Sian ar.. Today my friend keep coring me n i did't pick up as i dun wish to ans cor can't she jst stop coring me 4 few hr i also will be v happy.. hais feel like MIA so no1 will find me or contact me n i'll be v happy.. Feel like going to a seaside can enjoy de breeze,relex, c sunrise or sunset feel so great.. Yeah.. Dun like ppl keep cor my phone till 20over plus like WTH loh..

Hais there are many thing i wish i dunno bt ppl keep telling me.. I really feel like quitting mac le.. I'm tire n dun wish to bother wat happen in mac n who quarrel wif who le.. I'm going to malaysia soon le.. N i can relex n maybe take this trip to think bot my relationship ba.. I think i will break wif him ba.. i think my feeling to him is jst bro n sis.. Althought i have let go him(wei jie) le but i still dunno my feeling.. i dunno who to choose between Yi lei n Ah yi they are gd bt i dunno my feeling.. Y i ned to choose between them y can't we jst be friend n be happy?? Y mst have relationship?? hais.. Today is not a gd day 4 me.. feel stress n wanted to cry hais.. I WAN A BREAK i ned to rest i'm not a robort!! I'm sick of trying, tired of crying, yet i'm smiling but inside i'm Dying