30 March 18:00pm

Hais.. i really dunno i have choose the rite choice for accept him anot.. I dunno really noe my feeling and wat am i thinking about.. It's so sad.. Today Mac gt youngster chit chat, aft the chit chat i, brenda, wei zhi, isabel, mei yee, shakila n our restaurant manager Christina went behind the mac n tok as she wan to help breada n isabel, mei yee they all clear their misunderstanding.. I hear all de thing gt many ?? on top of my head although brenda n mei yee gt tell me y they quarrel bt i can't remember some le, n they say de thing some not same than make me blur.. hais.. I'm thinking tat y aft all de quarrel tat she had wif some of her friend n me her character n attitude is still de same.. When we all go i dunno they have clear the misunderstanding all tat le mah, is like y can't she change?? Being de same n nw keep having alot of problem n trouble.. My Mac friend told me nt to be so close wif her as she is just using me as her back up.. but i really dunno, i may not be use by her.. I almost cried out when i tok to my gan lao gong as he cor me aft i left de mac, i'm sick n tire bot all those thing tat happen loh.. And it make me feel like quitting Mac loh.. Hais What should i do i feel tat this month is friend problem day loh.. Alot of problem between my friend than i stand in the middle of them, if not is i n my friend qiuarrel.. Wat the hell is all those thig, n who de hell tat creat all those thing n problem..
I'm really tire n really dun feel like listen to all those quarrel thing le..
JUST LET ME REST CAN??

Today pei Brenda go shopping as she want to buy bag and earpiece..
chat with yap a rider so funny

24 March 2009

Today aft watching de ghost movie i SL n Aveline go Far East Plaza shop.. we aft tat went to Singapore River we take alot of pic n had alot of fun loh..
when i reach hm i take de thing tat i;m passing to my friend n went out..
i listen to yes933 de radio n suddenly cried out.. i'm relly stress n dun feel like living in tis world but i did jump down from de buliding.. i told myself to live on as i have many friend n ppl tat care bot me i can't let them sad n feel disappointed.. I dunno who to tok to i msg my gan lao gong he call me i feel lie askinmg to cme n find me bt he's with shi ting, da boi n felicia i dun wan to disturd him chating with them n spoil his mood so i did't ask him to met me.. atf passing thing to my friend i went back hm think of many thing bath n slp.. I really feel v tire hais..
I can nv trust a person so easy again when my friend betray my trust, lie to me and backstab me..

23 March 2009

Hais 23 March today i went to use com bt blog can't go in so angry loh..
than i chat with SL n Aveline.. As tmr we going out to watch movie.. It's a ghost movie n i met them aft my work at O.C.. I after using com went hm arrange my thing than go met Brenda my friend go mac do work as accompany her, bt i gt brg my project thing n do..
there's many ting tat i wish to stop bt can't.. And she is still de same nv change.. how i wish she can change so there would't be any problem cming out.. I'm really tire of all those things le..
Felicia is my Gan lao po her attitude is like abit same as 1 of my friend loh plus her act is like CHEE BYE lol..
flirt guy all tat, alway say some of my v ps thing infront of my friend n our friend is like FUCK lol.. I keep bare all de thing tat she did or say to me, bt now i really cannot take it liao.. i nw did't met her n sth lie to her tat i'm busy.. Even my gan lao gong n most of my friend dun really like her loh.. And she like to act cute wah she act cute my friend feel like giving her 1 slap loh.. so er xin..
think i'll stop here if not i keep saying till tmr..

Today was a v funny day i, aveline n siew leng laugh till v mad n happy..
And at the train i n aveline laugh frm 1 station to another, as she say a guy tat wear red shirt is jesscia brother as tat guy gt rabbit teeth.. haha.. So funny loh haha.. Ww tmr mst pass up de BPF project today mst faster finish it loh.. When i n aveline in the train keep saying raining hw 2 go hm? Aveline did't gt v wet as she gt shelther bt i have t cross afew road so i'm the most wet one..

I dunno i've forget you le mah.. My heart feel pain when i think of he days tat we had be4.. Only can say i miss u when i think of u.. Hw happy it was from the day i met u till the day tat we break!! Did u noe tat when u said break up my heart hurt alot.. How i wish time can travel so we maybe will not break!! But i really thank u a teaching me so many things and bring me to so many places in those 3 month & 16 days.. Your 4ever my kor kor.. Thanks for the happy memory tat u give me..

I feel like i and my friend is 2 different world ppl.. And i feel tat she really dunno me well.. Y my ex can see i gt some problem from my face expression,bt my friend can't? isit becoz they are different ppl?? i'm v stress.. i feel like going to die sth bt when i think of my friend i did't do tat.. die can't settle de problem bt ot will pass it to my friend n they will say i'm stupid to choose die rather than solving de problem.. y can't i hide my emotional n make my friend think tat i'm ok, fine n happy?? hais..

Hais Sat n Sun gt work, later c de fucking ppl tat i dun wish to see..
c them jiu no mood to work.. C de way they talk n work like attention Secker loh.. So sian.. Hais Better they nv cme to work or work morning better.. Only noe hw to Act cute n Act chio like they v chio like tat all my friend more chio than them loh.. Chee Bye Like to create Trouble n act ah lian so fucking Xia lan n Attitude So Sucks..
Got backup v big isit KNN!! Dun gt Bang by the car when u cross de road hoh if not i'll laught at u n celebrate ur death!!
Not really wan to curse them bang de car is v FUCKING ANGRY WITH THEM!!

Yesterday was a stressful day for me.. It was so sian with my friend yesterday.. Watever they told me i dun wish to say bt feel v stress.. Today i n my friend is going to cycle to Upper seletar.. Dunno will went missing anot coz we dun noe how to go.. My friend is like cb loh.. If u cor ppl n ask them hw to go it st will make u blur n also mst c de person noe hw to tell u which side to cycle!! She think she so pro can noe de direction when he say meh? later walk de wrong side n will waste more time loh.. N i'm not going to tell her anything, scare she will D- siao me or tell my Gan lao gong!! So FUCKING angry loh..
Hais..

Yesterday was a boring day aft sch.. but was mad in de sch coz in LPDX lesson we do acting..
haha it was so funny!!

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